oh maybe you're referring to the fact that i already said that it wasn't for me, yet i'm still hanging around? fair enough. but i'm only here still because i'm still weighing my options and i'm not convinced that i can't make the OT work for me.
plus i had the day off and there was nothing better to do. besides, just because i said that i don't want a piece of gear one minute, doesn't mean my mind can't change the next. i think we all know that!